May 2010
2 posts
do with it what you want. last post.
i need an out,
as if i wasnt already far away.
but more than that i need a friend.
someone who will still talk to me.
someone who doesnt believe in lies, but
believes in me.
someone who knows what ive been through,
and who will help me
to recover from it.
i didnt cut myself because i’m insecure.
i did it because i needed a friend.
it worked for a while,
but she turned on me. it...
“It takes life to see decay, but i wont rot.”
April 2010
13 posts
sometimes we don't know if we can fight this war...
i really scared myself last night…
theres nothing worse..
i actually tried to.
no. no. i cant.
i cant do it again.
i cant call this to mind.
im not what you think i am
this isnt happening.
oh wait.
yes it is.
FUCK
“i will hold on hope and i wont let you choke on the noose around your neck”
“And it was not your fault but mine. It was your heart on the line. i really...”
“Open minded…
I’m sure i used to be so free”
Here we go now.
Back to where it all began.
To where the light was shining bright.
And to where the love was free.
Come with me back to the edges of earth.
We start with the evil in your veins.
Its trapped in there.
Making you mad.
It goes through your body and soon to your head.
And there was no stopping it.
You need a way to let it out.
To banish it from your body; youre going...
how could i march to the beat
if it just keeps changing?
how could i sing a new song
if there was nothing to inspire it?
how can i read between the lines
if there were none to begin with?
how could you do that to us
if you knew what you were doing?
how could you trust someone
if there were no one to trust?
how can there be a sunshine
when all i see is darkness?
where could anyone...
i cant let them down
its time to come back to life again.
to the sounds that surround me that before i couldnt hear
because i was so damn numb.
i feel as if i need three weeks of my life back,
but then again i would never want them back.
they were full of hate, pain, sorrow, and resentment.
how could i ever trust anyone again?
is there a way for me to forget this?
how could i, when its the thing that has...
March 2010
0 posts
“Peace will arise and tear us apart and make us meaningless again.”
February 2010
50 posts
Oh my God... this cant be happening. not now. not...
“I got a dime. So what?”
lights out,
so hear me out on this.
you dont know me.
what ive been through.
you dont know all of the
endless darkness that i still
find inside of me.
my heart is frozen in a state of happiness,
that thawed out a long time ago,
and is loong gone.
away into some other’s heart who really needs it.
my soul is dripping in the blood
that i have spared from my veins.
it’s taken all i could...
thewarriorhippie:
One of these days, I will go deaf from blasting Attack Attack full volume through my headphones. Woooohhhhhh.
is it by 30 Seconds To Mars? cuz honestly thts one of my favrite songs
notquitefaust:
“modern romance” by the yeah yeah...
BRILLIANT!!!
Someone get me mah shades….
notquitefaust:
akubizone:
cargohoo:
The...
awe sugah...
Vdays comin up u guys!
i know i sholdnt reli be all tht excited because i dont have a valentine…
BUUUT
im making delicious stuff at home! for all of you!!!!
luv you!!!
WHOOO!
